MIRACLES

Psalm 119:46

Miracles do happen every day, because that is what GOD does! Every aspect of HIS Creation is miraculous! HIS Healings are miraculous! All of earth and the heavens reflect the inconceivably miraculous Works of HIS Hands! HE is: LORD, FATHER, HEALER, PHYSICIAN, CREATOR, PROVIDER, PEACE, ALMIGHTY, MOST HIGH, MASTER, I AM, The LORD OF HOSTS, My BANNER, SHEPHERD, The NAME, JEALOUS, The ANCIENT of DAYS, CONSUMING FIRE, The POTTER, ROCK, SAVIOR, The LORD is HERE…”For by HIM all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities- all things were created through HIM and for HIM.” (Colossians 1:16)

To begin to know GOD, is to know that miracles, incredibles, healings, and supernatural signs and wonders always accompany The HOLY SPIRIT!!! Seven times in the New Testament JESUS affirms that nothing will be impossible with GOD!!!

One night, about 9 months after learning that GOD performed for me one of the biggest miracles that I have heard of, I repented for not thanking HIM enough. Compassionately, GOD spoke to my heart and told me that the particular miracle that I was referencing was in fact no problem for HIM! And with great comfort, I thought to myself, “Why am I surprised?”! 

The LORD brought my daughter back to life and gifted us with two lifetimes of HIS Compassionate Incredibles, Miracles, & Abundance, mostly in times of much plenty, but sometimes, in times of very deep sorrow.

It was 1990, and at 20 years of age, I spiraled downward through a season of darkness. Abandonment, the loss of my mom to suicide, and substance abuse brought about my spiritual compromise. Against GOD’S Will, I lived with my husband before marriage and we conceived a child. My child’s life, miraculously made by GOD and uniquely bearing HIS image, was killed by abortion. I verified this pregnancy at approximately 4 weeks, and while I secured the very first appointment permissible to terminate my pregnancy, GOD ensured that I would know with all certainty that my child, who died by abortion, was in fact fully formed. 

I do not remember the date nor even month; but, it was probably around February 12, 1990, because it took GOD until February 12, 2020 to have me disclose this very grave sin to my daughter. For me, choosing abortion was one of the greatest of many sorrows and resulted in traumatic and life threatening personal consequences, including: inconsolable grief, demonic bondages, curses, oppressions, and spiritual necrosis. Sometime after the abortion, I cried out to GOD and desperately begged HIM for the exact same baby back! Surely, this was The Compassion of The HOLY SPIRIT Crying out through me!!! I believed that I was last in line for GOD’S Kindness, the very least of HIS, and very most unworthy. After much internal struggle, and desiring to make every effort to beg for my child, I believe that I told HIM that I would do anything that HE asked!! I don’t remember anything else about that day, nor about the approximately seven months that followed. 

In September of 1990, fully undeserving, I conceived again and I became so very blessed to receive a healthy and beautiful daughter. During my third unwed pregnancy and for the 30 years that followed, I never actually perceived, nor believed, that GOD had granted my prayer. (Several years ago, GOD informed me that I had become pregnant while taking birth control pills, but I never knew it.) I don’t know if I even remembered my prayer during those 30 years; but, I did not forget my lost baby and this was not the first time that GOD hid something from my heart. Though I married Fran’s father, we separated a few months after her birth and eventually divorced.

Fran was, is, and will always be the best blessing and person (other than JESUS) that has ever happened to me on earth, from birth to eternity! As she grew, it was not long before I realized that there was no person and no thing on earth that could ever take precedence over Fran! We regularly declared and still do, that we love each other more than anything or anyone except JESUS! Though I tried my best to protect her and bless her in every way that I could, I made many, many poor decisions. But GOD! There has been nothing that HE has not used in our lives to eventually work for HIS Good. There is no good thing that HE has withheld from us!

For the first twenty-eight years of Fran’s life, we prayed together daily, regularly attended our church together, and read our Bible together. With everything in me, I wanted to make certain that my daughter would be most pure and pleasing to JESUS. Knowing that I was so very far from pure, not long after Fran was born, I did try my best to do right for GOD. Despite this trying, I daily feared death and hell, uncontrollably and often continually rehearsed traumatic thoughts related to the abortion of my child, was uncertain of my salvation, and was plagued with a multitude of spiritual and physical infirmities. 

Fran was introduced to Dr. and Pastor Reg Morais in March 2019. She told me about this meeting immediately after her work that day. She also shared with me a recorded prophecy that he declared for her in JESUS’ NAME. We began to follow Dr. Reg’s miraculous and prophetic ministry from around the world, as he shortly thereafter returned to his home in Western Australia. At this time, I was being tormented by demonic powers of fear and death, and I emailed Dr. Reg for help. Via video call, April 13, 2019, from his church in WA, Dr. Reg prayed for me. During this prayer, The HOLY SPIRIT enabled Dr. Reg to help me, breaking demonic assignments, giving me lifesaving encouragement!

We have been exponentially blessed by GOD through the ministries of Dr. Reg Morais at Living Faith Community Church, Innaloo, WA, (and the late Dr. Leanne Shaw), where in The NAME of JESUS, the impossible becomes possible! Also, GOD has answered our prayers and given us the world class opportunity to study under Dr. Reg through Anoint the World Ministries School of Impartation and Anoint the World Theological Seminary! These studies have been some of our greatest joys and biggest privileges!

Going backwards again, we arrive on December 27, 2019, at which time, The LORD spoke to me in a dream. HE wanted me to prove my love for HIM and disclose my abortion to Fran. I begged HIM for permission to keep this secret from Fran through my death. What good would it create? I agreed to disclose to others when able, but pleaded with JESUS for almost two months. I was nearly certain that my priceless, most cherished, most beloved relationship with my daughter would perish. But, GOD persisted to convict me, over and over until I felt as if I had no choice! And what Satan meant for evil, GOD is using for good!

Filled with the Love and Grace of GOD, Fran offered me supernatural forgiveness. I had written a long note in my phone with an account of the details and sat next to Fran as she read it while I held her hand. The date was February 19, 2020. Although she was deeply wounded, and grievously mourned the loss of her sibling, she demonstrated ongoing love, compassion and even empathy toward me. Through Dr. Reg and Dr. Caryn Morais, Fran and I were able to virtually attend a spiritually and psychologically restorative seminar, “Healing the Broken-Hearted” on what I believe was the day after my confession to her. Additionally, through The HOLY SPIRIT, we received GOD’S Healing Touch through several prayerlines including K-LOVE and HIS Radio.

In the month that followed, we spent much time in prayer together trying to heal. While I had experienced 30 years of continuing grief for my child, Fran’s grief was very acute for her sibling. Also, Fran and I had spent a lifetime sharing everything with one another and this was very difficult for both of us to know that I had withheld something so massive from our relationship. Thank GOD for HIS LOVE and Peace that was with us through it all! During this time, Fran and I discussed additional details, and determined a middle name for her sibling. Then, GOD began prompting me to publicly share my abortion testimony. I thought maybe sharing with my family would suffice; however, GOD persisted until I knew that I must share my testimony publicly. Dr. Reg again prayed for Fran and I and The HOLY SPIRIT told him that I had “one or two projects” that HE wanted me to complete, etc. Fran and I knew that this was yet another confirmation. Though I was experiencing much shame, as long as I had GOD’S LOVE, and Fran’s love, I knew that these were more than enough! In GOD’S Final Prompting, I received one graphic closed vision and I knew that I had to act.

Within 24 hours after my public declaration, made 3/30/20, GOD spoke to my daughter and I and with HIS Word of Knowledge, revealed to us individually, but, at the same exact time, that she is the exact child that had been killed as a result of abortion!! We both looked at one another and simultaneously shared our revelations with one another and were incredulous!! How could this be?!! And, somehow, simultaneously, we remembered my desperate prayer for the recreation of my child, which I recounted during my typed testimony, some sentences which actually neither of us really payed much attention to, at first glances!! 

When I wrote my testimony out over a period of days to share with Fran, I had written about my desperate prayer for no other reason than it came to mind in telling her the “whole story.” I was trying to pull out such painful raw memories, and when that prayer came to mind, I wrote it out along with everything else, just as factually as I could so that she could try to understand. Obviously, we spent much time discussing our same shared HOLY SPIRIT Revelation!! We also remembered the Prophetic Words, that I was in for a “couple of surprises”! Assuredly, we have The Peace of GOD’s INNER WITNESS anchored within us! Understandably, our natural minds cannot easily wrap up something of this magnitude! In these last three+ years, we have understood this Miracle only with childlike faith in our FATHER and we simply know. GOD’S Ways and Thoughts remain far higher than ours and HIS Miracles are called Miracles because they are!

True to HIS character, GOD has verified again, and again. Three times in three dreams, HE spoke, confirming HIS Word of Knowledge! Fran, born June 26, 1991, is the same child that was aborted approximately February 12, 1990. Particularly as a nurse, I cannot fathom the etiology. HE has spoken again and again and again in our hearts and today this information is true and Sealed. HE is not a GOD of confusion. HE is a GOD of clarity, of the impossible, the miraculous! HE restored the very child that I loved and lost, prayed and cried for, longed for, anguished over for 30 years, named, and lamented for in my heart! I hope that HE leads you to believe this too, not for purposes of self promotion, but for HIS Glory, Honor and Magnification (and our joy a bit too)!

These simultaneous revelations experienced by Fran and I took place 3/31/20, the day following the sharing of my testimony, and we remain overwhelmed, exceedingly grateful, and joyous!! Once again, I felt that GOD wanted me to publicly disclose our revelations related to the circumstances surrounding Fran’s birth and her identity, which I did on April 12, 2020. Because of the enormity of this Miracle, we have resisted much sharing related to Fran’s resurrection because we certainly understand how challenging it is to conceive, let alone believe.

But I, with shouts of grateful praise, will sacrifice to YOU. What I have vowed I will make good. I will say, “Salvation comes from The LORD.”… – Jonah 2:9

LORD of ALL COMPASSION, I pray that I forever make every effort to express all of my gratitude, praise and worship to YOU at every opportunity, jubilant and rejoicing for what YOU have done for me, in JESUS’ NAME, AMEN!! At this point, and for this project, “the end is now the beginning,” as I heard The HOLY SPIRIT tell me! It is our privilege to participate in Restorers of Streets to Dwell In Pittsburgh. We declare, by The Power of The HOLY SPIRIT and The Will of GOD, that all abortion advocates regionally, nationally and locally will know GOD’S unconditional love, grace and truth for each of us, call upon JESUS with hearts of repentance, and accept HIM as SAVIOR, in JESUS’ NAME, AMEN!! Further, we pray that all abortion facilities in our city, nation, and globally, will close because of the love and power of GOD’S Church reaching out to exponentially bless every person advocating on behalf of choice, in JESUS’ NAME, AMEN!!

I understand that GOD wants to use Fran’s physical resurrection, and the UNLIMITED Compassion and Grace upon Grace that HE Has Extended to me (my spiritual resurrection) to bring healing and hope to all suffering from abortion regret or suffering from separation from HIM due to extreme sins, including horrible, satanic and blasphemous sins! The LORD Alone Will Save preborn lives, Resurrect more children, and Provide Deliverances and Salvation to all who seek HIM with repentant hearts, as HE Did for me!!! Thank YOU forever LORD!!

Fran and I encourage our brothers and sisters in CHRIST to take prayerful and measurable action to advocate on behalf of eternal life for all, including our precious and most vulnerable preborn, and every person advocating on behalf of choice. Legalized abortion can and must be conquered swiftly by GOD’s People! 

GOD Is Grieved and Angered by abortion’s worldwide holocaust consisting of innocent children, consenting parents, and abortion advocates who have not encountered The LOVE of GOD. Kindly, ask The HOLY SPIRIT how you can help!

Thank you in advance for choosing to serve and, or support Restorers of Streets to Dwell In Pittsburgh! Our GOD Will Revive HIS Cities and End legalized abortion globally, in JESUS’ NAME, AMEN!

“Thus says The LORD who made it, The LORD who formed it to establish it (The LORD is HIS Name); Call to ME and I Will Answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know.” – Jeremiah 33:2-3

Halleluiah!!! Grant we thank YOU, LORD GOD, for these inordinate miracles, and every second of YOUR PRESENCE with us, for all things, with all of our hearts, souls, and strength forever, in JESUS’ NAME! May we seek YOU first and YOUR Kingdom and Righteousness, love YOU with all that we are, and love all others as YOU have love us, in JESUS’ NAME, AMEN!!! 

GOD bless every person who reads this with assured Salvation! May HIS Wonderful Will be done in your life! May HE deliver you from every evil, and prosper you all of your days! In JESUS’ NAME, AMEN!